Decaying AloneSingle smiles captured,Decaying Alone by PhantasmagoricAC
Mouth rusted shut.
I stand here lonely,
With naut but my incessant thoughts.
Rain soaks my clothes,
As the red tears fall.
Im stuck here in nowhere.
In between life and death.
My body slowly falls,
And my blood starts to curdle.
Still I am here.
Stakes getting high.
The water rises to my waste,
Yet I make to move to escape downing.
Unquenchable fire moves over the water,
As it melts my flesh I do not flinch.
My eyes are closed and I do not see it.
If I must die alone
I will force myself not to watch.
Bloody hands reach up,
Im gouging out my eyes
Because I can't bare the sight of my death.
Withering hands, thinning skin
Yes I died alone, yes I decay alone.
You look on as birds eat at my remains.
You don't even realize Im dead.
You still don't.
My screams were piercing,
But you didn't hear them.
As my bones dry in the sun they turn to an ash,
My ashes blow in the wind.
The wind took me farther than you ever would have sent me.
Let my dust settle up
a letter from my heartMy Dearest Love,a letter from my heart by fae1
I hope this letter finds you well.
I know that there is nothing I could say to make you feel differently about me, but I must tell you how I feel.
I love you.Every part of you. The parts that anger me, the parts that soothe me. Your smile, your laugh, the hair that falls in your eyes every time you turn your head, everything.
I know that you do not miss any of those things in me, although I wish you did.
I miss being close to you, joking and playing with you. Crying on your shoulder,and you crying on mine.
I know now that I had not been in love before you. The others were just an illusion I made for myself. I was only truly happy with you.
I wish you nothing but the absolute best, and hope you may find another who will love you as much as I do.
I will love you forever.
|Salutations, I'm a computer geek and science nerd who happens to take mediocre photographs on occasion and has delusions of being a writer, I tend to over use to the point of it being punctuation, and you can count on me to bore you to death on any number of scientific topics, or anything technical at all for that matter.|